Do you believe you were born to be black?

A few weeks ago I received an email from a gentleman, who follows the Speak 2B Free blog, asking me if I believe I was designed to be African or black or if this is result of environmental thinking. Personally, I still do not know what my answer is to this question but I asked him if I could share our conversation with everyone on the blog and he agreed.

My answer was simply:

I do not know if I was designed to be black or African. What does that mean even? But I do believe that race is a major part of our lives and I openly admit that I am shaped by my experiences as a black woman. We all respond to situations differently and see things in a particular way because of our environment.

If you go to the Caribbean you will notice that black women respond differently to race than black women in the USA and South Africa. That is because being black in the Caribbean has diffferent connotations than in the USA and South Africa. At the end of the day I feel as though we are all a product of our environment – in my case Africa. To iginore the effects that our culture and society’s stereotypes have on us is a fallacy. Yet, all this being said it is up to us to become self made people and re-envision how we see ourselves; crafting our lives to be what we want. I think the worst thing is a self imposed prison, believing the lies we are told about ourselves (regarding race and gender). Race and gender do not predetermine the individual, no matter what we are told. For me being a black woman has really helped me understand the importance of having a voice and being South African (my environment) has givin me a deep interest in freedom but travelling has turned most of my beliefs up side down (beliefs that were shaped by my environment) and forced me to question everything in my life. We are a sum of our experiences but beyond that we are shaped by how we reacted to these experiences and the lessons we learn from them. I do not know if I would have such an obsessio with freedom and spoken word poetry if I were not South African but this is the beauty of free will: it could have gone either way – I could have programmed myself to fit in and to follow rules…

BROADENING THE REACH OF SPOKEN WORK POETRY

Contact: Vangile Makwakwa FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE
Tel: 857 417 1867
Email: vangile@speak2bfree.com
Touching the lives of many
A few years ago very few would have thought of poetry as an interesting market or something that young people would be captivated by. But times are changing; the world is in a recession and many young people live with more uncertainty than previous decades. It is probably because of all this that the idea of expressing yourself and telling your truth in your own words, that the idea of spoken word and slam poetry as a medium of communication is growing fast all over the world.

HBO has produced a docu-series, Brave New Voices, showcasing the passion that the young people have for slam poetry. President Obama also sees the power of this movement and hosted the first ever poetry jam session in the White House in May 2009. Speak 2B Free™ is a company dedicated to this cause.
Speak 2B Free™ has identified an online space where artists worldwide aspire to perform, but do not have access to an exclusive online global community. This year, Poetry&Words received hundreds of poetry applications from all over the world for the Glastonbury Festival 2009. In response to this Poetry&Words has partnered with Speak 2B Free to promote spoken word poetry globally, where they will run an online written poetry competition to give poets an opportunity to share their poems at the Glastonbury Festival in 2009.
The purpose of this competition is to give unknown poets an opportunity to show case their work and share their truth at the largest arts festival in the world, reaching international audiences. The idea behind the online contest is to be as fair as possible and give every poet around the world an opportunity to share their work and let the public vote for their favorite poems. The top 10 poems with the highest votes will be sent to Poetry&Words, who will choose the 2 winning poets. The winning poets will have their poems read at the Open Mic session at Glastonbury by Sophia Blackwell, well-known performance poet & multiple Slam winner who is best known for her social commentary.
All poems must be submitted to http://www.speak2bfree.com/ by June 13, 2009 in order to be considered for the online contest. Winners who will be featured at Glastonbury will be notified by Speak 2B Free™ in advance of the event.

I would like to hear beautiful words

I would like to hear beautiful words
I would like to hear beautiful words screamed at me
Sweet words like:
“Baby you are an Adidas ad
Impossible is nothing
You hold the world in your hands”

I want to hear these words that make me believe
That the ride is easy
It’s not that lonely
It’s not a game where you gamble everything
As currency to buy your success
The truth is that my depth is invisible
Only showing itself in my poetry
So all that the world sees is the surface
I am a woman and subliminal images teach me
That my worth is between my legs
I am single so I assume loneliness
Never stressing that my hunger for honesty between lovers
And my loneliness in company
Leads me to being single

I am a master illusionist
A skilled scientist specializing in reinventing my life
I spend my days stemming blood from wounds
That insist on bleeding beyond time
Because my sorrow and my happiness are constantly embroiled in battle
Fighting memories that shape my insecurities

In my determination never to be forgotten
I have stamped my image in running waters
And on my quest for success
I have lived in squalors
Slept in palaces
Been treated like a prostitute
Put my body up for viewing
Been mistaken for royalty
As I faked wealth
I walked away from financial security
After being disillusioned about love
Only to cry for months from starvation and exhaustion in foreign countries

These are the harsh truths I tell myself at night.
When I hear the sounds of my heart breaking
These are the memories I recite
To help myself understand that there is no worse sight in the world
Than a strong woman breaking down and going weak
These are the truths that sustain me
When I learn twenty year lessons in one week
And have to remind myself to take in oxygen
To stop craving eternal sleep, as I will my soul to choose life
Even as I look myself in mirrors and see endless voids and constant fears
That I will live this life on the edges of my desires
Coming close but never quite reaching that dream.
It is in these moments that I realise that the beautiful words may never come.
In panic, I remind myself that I will always have poetry
And thru it I can force my mind to find beautiful words
And tell elegant stories in the midst of chaos.

It is at such times that I look in the mirror, close my eyes, and tell my spirit to jump
Just jum
Daring God to prove his existence to me by catching me in any way
Putting rocks on my way down to break my fall and cushion me
Pulverize my bones, scar my body, bruise my mind but dear God catch me
Send me guardian angels to hold me on nights when I realize that my destiny
May leave me with nothing but a legacy of courage
At the cost of a fractured heart that never mends when

All I really want is someone to tell me:

Baby u r an Adidas ad
Impossible is nothing
The world is in your hands
And I want to believe it and make it truth

By Vangile Makwakwa

Speak 2B Free launches online poetry contest for Glastonbury

Hi everyone,

I hope you are well. I wanted to ask for your help in marketing the Speak 2B Free/ Poetry&Words online poetry contest for the Glastonbury Festival. The link is: www.speak2bfree.com

Speak 2B Free has partnered with Poetry&Words to launch and online poetry competition for the Glastonbury Festival and provide poets with international exposure. Glastonbury is the largest arts festival in the world so we are very excited. This competition is open to absolutely everyone and the more global and diverse the better.

Poets can upload their written poems on the Speak 2B Free website and have their friends vote (rate) for them. The 2 winning poets will have their poems read at the Glastonbury Festival by Sophia Blackwell (www.myspace.com/sophiablackwell) and receive $50 from Speak 2B Free (our contribution to the recession). The contest starts today and ends June 15th 2009.

This is a great opportunity for all poets so please pass this on and ask them to pass it along and spread the word. Follow us on Twitter, the blog and Facebook as we add more cool features onto the site. We are doing this very grass roots level so any advice you have on marketing or who to email that would be interested in this will be greatly appreciated.

Thank you for all the support.

Hip Hop is Dead? by K. Champlain

On December 19th, 2006 the MC Nas released an Album entitled “ Hip Hop is Dead” the Album cover featured Nas under darkening skies with what looks like vultures circling. The photo, taken from the viewpoint of looking up from the grave, showed him dressed in black, dropping a like-colored rose into the ditch. With a solemn look on his face, underneath him lay his name and album title with lettering the color of a tombstone’s granite. Nas announced the albums title after a performance on May 18, 2006 in a late September interview on English DJ Tim Westwood’s Radio show. Nas said, “Hip-hop is dead because we as artists no longer have the power.” He went on to say, “Could you imagine what 50 Cent could be doing, Nas, Jay, Eminem, if we were the Jimmy Iovines. Could you imagine the power we’d have? I think that’s where we’re headed.” Later Nas would follow up by stating, “…basically America is dead. There is no political voice. Music is dead. Our way of thinking is dead, our commerce is dead. Everything in this society has been done. That’s where we are as a country.”

I had been thinking about this for a while, so when Nas made this statement a part of me began to consider “What if he’s right?” It had been a long time of me listening to the change within hip hop’s content as years progressed. Once with a broad range of topics and choices from the partying to the political, it seemed that only one voice was now being allowed out. I considered this voice a problem because it only seemed to allow all of the hypersexual, excessively material, and extremely racist views that I saw as damaging not only to the reputation of African American people, but Hip Hop itself. It reduced Hip Hop, an art form that I consider to contain extreme potential, to no more than a vehicle for hyper-americanized ideologies that were exacerbated by and further exacerbated the effects of commercialism. It appeared that Nas may have had a point in his assessment. Not only was Hip Hop dead, but it’s death was an actual reflection of the changing social structures within a new global economy.

Now, though many things have been affected by the change in globalization, when it comes to Hip Hop there are underlying events that make it a more complex issue. You see, the growing capitalism and technological advances that occurred during globalization are a catch 22 within the world of Hip Hop. The reason is this: the poor conditions spawned by capitalist endeavors that created the need for this outlet coupled with those technological advances (such as the turn table and mixer– two vital elements that form the base of hip hop) are, in a sense, what contributed to this culture. However, it is these same ties that are also what contributes to its decline when it comes to Hip Hop as an African American art form. Why is this? It is my opinion that, in accordance with scholars from Carter Wilson and Eric Williams, to George Lipsitz, and Patricia Hill Collins, that the problem lies in the fact that capitalism’s foundations lay upon the roots of slavery. This is dangerous because it then ties capital gain, which is becoming more and more prominent within Hip Hop’s
lyrics, in with traditions of racist attitudes and beliefs that then become magnified as they are filtered globally.

This is further complicated by the fact that these same dismal social conditions and beliefs that were constructed from this system, have imbued the culture and begun to dominate its current rhetoric. This in turn encourages more of the same rhetoric, perpetuating a dangerous and vicious cycle that can begin to corrode, and erode, a community. So my point is this: If Hip Hop is infact “Dead,” it is because the very conditions that have given rise to this art form, are now the very conditions that are truncating its growth. Proof? How is MTV and BET (the epitome of where our variety should be–and not just the same show in “different shades”) — going to both be owned by some white guy that heads up Viacom…

The bottom line is that it is extremely important that we start to become more critical thinkers as we listen to shit like “Superman that ho,” Yall. WE need to stop just bobbin’ our heads and pay attention to what is being fed to us. ‘Cause I don’t know about you, but I am not up for eatin’ poison.

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