I still want to hear beautiful words

Tupac Shakur

And Tomorrow by Tupac Shakur

Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate.
Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate.

Today is build on tragedies which no one want’s to face.
Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced.
Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air.
Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares.
Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops,
knowing that my sanity content when I’m dropped.
But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new,
build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth.
Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride.
I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive.

Ambition Over Adversary by Tupac Shakur

Take one’s adversity
Learn from their misfortune
Learn from their pain
Believe in something
Believe in yourself
Turn adversity into ambition
Now blossom into wealth

Image by Flickr user cliff1066

Poetry: a dangerous past time for Guantanamo Bay prisoners?

Will we ever know peace in this lifetime? Will the day come when people just walk free and we agree to disagree and let each other just be?  Today I read that there is yet another Guantanamo Bay, only this time it is Bagram Airfield and it is related to the war in Afghanistan.

This past weekend I found myself in a very interesting conversation about war and why we even go to war. Is there anything so bad and so intolerable that we have to take a human life? I have heard it said that there are things worth dying for and things worth fighting for but are there really things worth killing for? Have we not come far enough as a species to just agree to ignore each other and pretend like the other person does not exist? That is not the same as killing someone else, it is a pretend killing, historically teenage girls are great at this and I find this wise and that it works well when I am angry.

There are many methods we could use to avoid war but for whatever reason it consumes the human psyche. Maybe Oscar Wilde is right: “As long as war is regarded as wicked, it will always have its fascination. When it is looked upon as vulgar, it will cease to be popular.”

The truth is was is vulgar and messy. The tragedy of war is obvious in what it does to the people involved and the prisoners. War can make us commit crimes that are less than human.

If you Google a book: “the Detainees Speak”, one of the editors states that there is an old Arabic saying: “poetry is borne of suffering”. Which is why the book was written, so we could learn that in their darkest hour prisoners in Guantanamo Bay turned to poetry, they traded poetry as one would trade drugs – passing around cups etched with the words of some of the famous poets in the world, to give each other hope. Of the 775 men held in this facility, less than 50% of these men had committed any hostile act against the USA or its allies but because they were prisoners they had no voice and in desperation they turned to poetry.

What kind of a world are we living in when men are so imprisoned and so desperate for a voice that they etch the words of famous men on Styrofoam cups with pebbles and use toothpaste to write poetry as screams? There are times when I tell myself to write beautiful things and I do but then the next day I read about men so tortured they could not talk to their lawyers; instead they handed them poetry in an attempt to remain sane. And I ask: why?

At first writing materials were banned in Guantanamo and prisoners used toothpaste, fingernails and even stones to carve out verses. Believe it or not, poetry was considered dangerous because of its imagery – apparently this imagery can convey coded messages (something I do not doubt) to militants on the outside. Who knew poetry could be risque? Lawyers of course, argued that the only reason poetry was considered dangerous was because it would convey the truth to civilians outside and they would be the ones to bring down the house. Poetry is the inspiration of deep suffering so can we expect another poetry book from Bagram Airfield and how will we live with the pain of those words?

Below is one of the poems by an inmate at Guantanamo:

Death Poem by Jumah al Dossari

Take my blood.
Take my death shroud and
The
remnants of my body.

Take photographs of my corpse at the grave, lonely.
Send them to the world,
To the judges and
To the people of conscience,
Send them to the principled men and the fair-minded.
And let them bear the guilty burden, before the world,
Of this innocent soul.
Let them bear the burden, before their children and before history,
Of this wasted, sinless soul,
Of this soul which has suffered at the hands of the “protectors of peace”.

This is how they do it in Canada

I have been watching some interesting slam videos from Canada and honest some just left me gaping because they were so raw and explicit (especially the poem on Michael Jackson) so I thought I should not be the only one having fun…and this is why I love slam:


Patrick Swan – Michael Jackson

Nora Smithhisler

Zaccheus Jackson

Kimiko Carter

Truth is…

Lara Bozabalian

Patrick Swayze: farewell to an artist

It seems as though 2009 is the year of bad news. I have just read online that Patrick Swayze passed away today and I was really sad because his work really touched me. I loved Dirty Dancing and Donnie Darko. I love watching dancers on stage and some of Patrick Swayze was just amazing and he is immortalized in my world of performance artists.

I tentatively confess that one of my traditions is to watch “Dirty Dancing, Sarafina, Dark City, Donnie Darko, Evita, My fair lady, Bamboozled and Casablanca” at least once a year.

Like most, I became a fan of his when I watched “Dirty Dancing”. I remember the first time I watched the movie – I ended up watching it 4 times in two days. I was in awe with the dancing even though I was annoyed that it had completely misinterpreted Objectivism philosophy. All I knew after those two days was that no matter what I had to learn to dance and I had to move to a country where it was warm and I could dance with people all day long. And somehow that is how my obsession with the Caribbean was born (I just figured yay island and warm equals dirty dancing).

It is very funny how one movie, one quote or even one person can change our entire lives and how we view things in a second. Before watching “Dirty Dancing” I really had no interest in dancing or chilling out in the Caribbean but somehow this movie made an impression on my teenage state of mind and made me think hmmm…maybe dancing can be a form of self expression and a way to rebel and challenge the status quo. And yes, I was in awe of the man that said: “Nobody puts Baby in a corner.”

Of course I was drawn to the rebellious nature of the dance and the intimacy and after that I made it a point to find my own style of dancing and to make it as dirty as I felt and as unique to me as possible. Somehow what I got from the movie was that I could create myself as a person and that life should be fun and if dancing was what I wanted then that is what I should have.

I know: crazy/ sweet/ adolescent. But what we often forget is that these are the moments that shape us as adults and determine the choices we will make. I was probably just looking for an excuse to work in the arts and the character that Patrick Swayze played as the misunderstood youth just happened to fit in with my own vision of me at the time. But I guess what I am trying to convey is that I identified with something in the character and I was impressionable enough and idealistic enough to let that change an aspect of my life.

I spent hours learning to dance and envisioning a world where physical expression threatened people’s comfort levels. And I started to understand the importance of expression not just in words but in body as well. I really believe that every work of art no matter how simple, trivial or serious should leave some kind of impression on the observer because ultimately that is what immortalizes an artist…

Rita Joe: "I lost my talk"

I wanted to share poems by Rita Joe, a poet from the Mi’kmaq tribe (one of the first nation tribes) in Canada. Rita Joe was one of Canada’s most famous poets (passed away in 2007) and she really focused on the loss of culture and identity of all indigenous people in Canada. The first poem, I lost my talk, really touched me because just today I was thinking that I write best in English and yet that is not my first or second language…but as usual I find comfort in poetry that tells my life even though the poet is of a different culture in a different country it never ceases to amaze me how we can share common stories.

I Lost My Talk

I lost my talk
The talk you took away.
When I was a little girl
At Shubenacadie school.

You snatched it away:
I speak like you
I think like you
I create like you
The scrambled ballad, about my word.

Two ways I talk
Both ways I say,
Your way is more powerful.

So gently I offer my hand and ask,
Let me find my talk
So I can teach you about me.

Poems
Our home is this country
Across the windswept hills
With snow on fields.
The cold air.

I like to think of our native life,
Curious, free;
And look at the stars
Sending icy messages.
My eyes see the cold face of the moon
Cast his net over the bay.

It seems
We are like the moon –
Born,
Grow slowly,
Then fade away, to reappear again
In a never-ending cycle.

Our lives go on
Until we are old and wise.
Then end.
We are no more,
Except we leave
A heritage that never dies.

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